OK.
Dono if ur reading this..but irregardless..
im posting it anyway.
Whatever i said..
Whatever i posted..
Its all gone.
I
never want to look back at this again.
I think i was such a
jerk la.
I didnt have to bring it too far.
I could have just let it go.
But i didnt.
U said sorry.
But still i couldn't tell myself to accept it.
Coz i couldnt help feeling the way that i felt.
Much like a
loser. haha.
I've been trying my super-duper bestest to get over it.
Really...since that one fine day.
And im even doing it right now by posting this.
Its funny..coz i dont know how u really feel..
And i jump to conclusions. stooooopid uh.
I guess anger and ego blinds people.
I have had mostly good memories with you.
I dono what i was to u...
But i definitely knew what u were to me.
And that will never change.
Trust me it was a big slap in the face when u told me.
Big big slap.
So hope u understand why i posted those stuffs.
This is as sincere as i get get.
I still want to be in contact with u.
But now i know were purely friends if i do.
U know who you are.
Make sure u take care of yourself and
u still have my no. if anything. :)
And school is starting soon.
I feel lighter all of a sudden....nyahaha.
Labels: Letting go..
Im ending this...
To whom it may concern.....
U win..Evrything u said was right..
Im the one who " perasaan aje "
TC....
And btw u did give me hope..Maybe not to you..but even the smallest things u did gave me hope..Think back...Labels: heart thumping like crazy